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Friday, May 23rd 2008

10:20 PM

Prayer requests May 23rd

Ricky Kimbrell asked that we pray for his friend Mona. Her mother who has been battling cancer for two years died today. Mona also recently lost her dad. So please pray for her and her family. ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ From Hollly Wroten: Kathy Goss, a co-worker of mine at Booneville High School, has a cancerous growth on her thyroid. Dr. Berry will be trying to remove it on Tuesday. Please pray for her. She had cancer on the opposite side 20 years ago, and she is very nervous about this oneMary _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ marykorunic@yahoo.com.au I would really appreciate it if you would ask prayer groups to pray for me. God is not helping me for some reason even though I have prayed and my parents have prayed and my parents are being very kind to me and trying to help me very much. I urgently need God to bring me something to fix my body and make all my symptoms stop. I have continual episodes of (altogether) tingling/ pulsating in my feet, grumbling/ pain/energy moving in my stomach, pressure at head, suddenly ill feel extreme terror and horror and start crying and screaming, sweating, freezing shivers, blurry vision, everything looks strange-I cant really recognize my family anymore-they look different, really oversensitive to sounds, shaking, and other things. These episodes are happening 24 hours a day as soon as one ends another begins. I have huge irrational fear and am terrified of everything. No one knows what’s wrong with me. Doctors, herbs/ medications and spiritual healing haven’t helped. I really do want to die because I feel I have gone insane and living inside of me is agony and nobody can understand and I feel like something has gone wrong with my brain and I cant even feel normal-e.G. If my mum hugs me I cant even feel she’s there-I feel like I'm separated in some insane strange state of mind. I really do want to die so that I can be free of these horror feelings-everyday has become worse. I had a brain petscan before that said hypometabolism of left and right temporal lobes but no doctor knew what that meant. If there is something wrong with my brain or something else can you please pray to God to bring it into healing and balance now or to let me die. This is such a lonely, terrifying life and it isn’t right for anyone to live like this. I don't have a moments peace or stability. These symptoms are always happening. I don't understand why God didn't help me and let this happen to me. I don't know what God is and if Gods really there why isn’t he making this stop. Thank you very much
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Posted by dewayne:

mary, all iknow is to trust in the lord with all your heart. he may not answer your prayer the way you want him to but he will answer it inhis time.
Tuesday, October 7th 2008 @ 6:11 PM

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